Whatever

Just stuff

Because the fact is, I was never good enough to be your first choice.

Because you have created walls,
Just cus some sick b*****d
Played with your head and heart

I can see it in your bruises
See it in your emotional scars
You say you don't want to waste my time

But here I feel wasted
Spoiled as you dont
Want me no more.
No
Never.
you never wanted
a piece of this
Good looking s**t.

White collared
Sporty fella
good enough
for a superstar

But you have
Created such walls
Rigid rigid walls

Does he even deserve
To have your walls
When you clearly
Could let me in?

Reviews

[Chris Shaw]

People who have been hurt build walls. They build them for protection. Takes a lot of work once those walls have gone up to break them down. Brick by brick comes to mind. Can be done though. That's what I read into your lines.

Chris

[Vivian Gospel]

I have tried chris... but my love for her is too strong and she wants none of it. I do have a lot of love and respect for her mind and what she is... i also want her to grow and shine hence dont want to upset her.

[Chris Shaw]

Sometimes a period of distance may help. You know that old saying, absence makes the heart grow fonder. I have known people who break up and then get back together a year later.

[Vivian Gospel]

I agree... she is anyway traveling now for a conference... but she has declined my requests of even a conversation.. pretty one sided right now... you cant break up when there hasnt been a double sided relationship yet... i feel nervous now... after a long time i feel like my fourteen year old self...

[Chris Shaw]

Rotten feeling vulnerable. Give her space and don't contact her.

[Vivian Gospel]

High chance that that is what she wants... but what about me?

[Dr. YumnaKay]

Those walls often are there for a reason, I think. It takes an effort and a genuine man for someone who built them to let another one in.
Your poem reads disappointment. But ah, doesn't love often turn this way?...

[Vivian Gospel]

Well you would know i suppose. Not every chick can dig this rib.

[Dr. YumnaKay]

You seem to be knowledgeable about chicks yourself. Lol jk.

[Vivian Gospel]

Is that a bad thing now?

[Dr. YumnaKay]

I'd say it comes in handy if you know where you're headed.

[Vivian Gospel]

I am not rudderless. I know where to head... and perhaps it is east this time... or maybe when she comes here... if she does come to me at all... i had a xanax one too many