I still need you

This is the sad truth, I still need her.

How I am breaking

Drowning in these thoughts

Hiding from the sun

Waking up even more exhausted than yesterday

Going along with the motions

No true destination in my mind, in my heart

I will miss you for every breath I take

I catch myself wanting to go talk to you

That's when the cruel truth crawls in my thoughts

I wasn't done with you

There was so many things I still needed to say

So many things you still needed to teach me

Oh how I needed that wisdom

We had so many memories left to make

I only got one of you and no one even compares to you

All these raw feelings, eating me from within

You protected me from the thoughts in my head

You made me feel strong

I swore I  would never leave you, always be there

Til the very end

How was I to know that it would be tomorrow?

How could that thought even cross my mind?

I still need you

Author's Note

Ignore the confusion. My mom passed

Reviews

[Sydney]

This is so deep. Your story really touched a sensitive spot in me, I loved it.

[Planet x]

I wasn't done with you
There was so many things I still needed to say
So many things you still needed to teach me
Oh how I needed that wisdom

You actually made me cry

[мalғy]

Thank you very much, my goal was just to try and get my thoughts in order, I appreciate you taking the time to read my piece :)