The Search

A search for many things in life.

The run around

The never ending cycle of applying

and being rejected

But then is it truely just a job that I am applying for?

or is there more?

Out of all the things out there

why does no one want me?

Am I too big or nice?

Do I talk too much?

Am I mean?

Why must my hopes be raised

just to be crushed by another person?

Is there no room in tis world for me?

Don't I deserve someone that cares?

Or am I the one one that everyone over looks and rejects

not because I an underqualified or mean

but because I am me

and I can not be molded in to what that person wants me to be

Even though my tears run down my checks

I will go on

with out a heart

and without a person to love