Suicide?

Suicide?

Yes

Of course I want to die

But only to get rid of pain

The only reason

Why anyone wants to die

Is so they can be free

They don't know

That there are other ways

To be free of the cage

No one really wants to

But they think it's the only way

Only few can see

That they don't need to

No

I am not one of those people

I try to understand

Everyday of my life

That it doesn't have to be this way

I don't have to push people away

Or cut my precious skin

Or try to isolate myself

But I laugh

At the thought of

Being alive

And enjoying the life I live

I wish I were dead

At nearly every 11:11

I live through

Even though I know it won't work

A girl can still hope right?

Author's Note

Sorry that I've been super depressing lately. I don't know what has gotten into me; probably the depression (Wow, I'm dumb. How did I not see that?). Anyway, I hope you like it. I'd suggest you read "Help" if this makes you depressed, down, or sad; it'll bring you're spirits up, I think.

Reviews

[PoetessZero]

Hey i liked it and i only know a few few writers can can actually write about happy things. I think most would rather enjoy those happy moments versus isolating from the world to splatter happiness all over a peice of paper. I guess what im saying is being a writer is a amazing gift and we are lucky to be able to sit down and wrife when we are feeling lost and secluded from others... we also as writers need to realize we are ten million times more emotional than other people. Thats part of the gift..seems like a curse...but once you can grasp that little secret im paszing on to you..poet to poet. Once you got tjat figured out little buddy and you embrace it. You will then have the key to the spirituality of a writer and you will be able to change the world and accept yourself as a gifted individual that the world of lost souls needs very much to guide them through the hardships of life that tthey may face. So keep your head up dont leg them demons get ya down. Theres angels too.