Intensity Rising

Seriously, I thought something was wrong with me.

I've been having thoughts
I have erotic thoughts, feelings and dreams
So alien to me
Such perversions in my mind

I feel it so strongly
I think of it so often
I dream them all night
Too much emotion, but not enough feeling

Voyeurism
Sadism
Groups
Same genders

Sometimes I'd like to watch
Sometimes I'd like to join
To be watched, to be dominated
Overwhelming need to be taught a lesson

Never acting out
Wishing I could
Take it all ways
All at once

Am I the alien?
Am I the only woman?
Addicted to this drug, just wanting to feel again
So sexual, so hard, so…tweaked!

I want to touch, to be touched
To caress and be caressed
To be manhandled
And woman handled too

Need to find the deeper touch
Deeper, more intense contact
No more chills
Intensity's rising

The heat's rising
The ice is melted into steam
The pain is hard, throbbing
So much pleasure I scream!

But alas
There is nothing
Nothing but mine own fingers
My own lips and cream

I must have a sickness
An illness unknown to all
In my head
For 'tis sex I want desire need

W***e?
Nympho?
Sexaholic?
S**t?

Or just a woman
Like any other
With no means of satisfaction
But my very own?
 

Reviews

[Natalie C]

Seriously this was so "shockingly" brilliant. ( I don't think shocking is the right words for this, but I couldn't find a better one right now)

I loved this in every sense of word. The honestly unmistakenable as you, a hot blooded woman try to sort all those thoughts, no desires in your mind. I don't think I have ever read anything like this before, that is why I personally think it was so brilliant.

And I have to add the whole reason behind this competition, saying what you wanted without caring what others may think. I applaud you for that (Standing ovation)

Yes you are woman, with hot blood running through your veins and I am so glad that you don't think there is something wrong with you anymore 'cause this is what being human is all about!

Brilliant!

[Mark Pearce]

Opening up about fantasies is one thing.

Opening up that those fantasies are unrequited is another.

Revealing both takes a certain trust and courage.

Congratulations. You have written something outstanding.

[L.G. Knight]

We have all been there I think... This is very wel expressed... While I wont tell you my stories I will say there is NOTHING wrong with it its only natural and this was very well written!

~Great Job~

~Frances~