It Is

it is the feeling I get when someone says the word.

it is the feeling when someone says his name whether it's him or not.

it is the feeling when I see his face in pictures next to the ones I love

it is the feeling of knowing what nobody else does.

I have information that could corrupt and tear apart a family like a tornado would tear apart a lone house on top of a hill.

I keep this infected information to myself so that I don't hurt anyone else.

if I were to share the information I could be saved but the ones I care about could be caught in the balance

it is the feeling of knowing that you're sacrificing yourself and saving everyone else but nobody else knows.