Creating Life

to be here at the home that we are making together and knowing that i'm wrong for whatever it is that i done.
knowing that if i am creating a new life than the one that you are living will be gone forever
knowing that you wouldn't want it even after the life flourishes, knowing that i'm some kind of failure for letting it happened.
i'm the end to everything that you will have wanted to become because i just might be carrying another piece of you.
i'm the life that you never wanted even after 18 years has gone by and we found that those 18 years is still longer yet.
i put on a happy face to please your soul
i put on a happy face to please you
but its never good enough because your face carries lies.
lies and betrayal behind those angel eyes

 

-Angela Widner