It's Hard

I can't believe how hard it is

I mean,

I knew it was coming

It was just a matter of time

Either now or the first week of June

Even if you didn't move

I'd still probably never see you again

But

I guess it was just too early

I wasn't prepared

Goodbyes are always hard

But I've never had to say goodbye

To someone I love like this

I've said goodbye

To boys I've "liked"

But

I guess I really am in love with you

I just can't comprehend

How

Hard it is

I've read books

Seen movies

The same plot over and over

The hero and heroine are separated

Only they're in love with each other

And I'm pretty sure this is a

One-way

Relationship

But it feels the same for me

Only sometimes they still communicate

We don't

I know, you're busy

Moving and all

That's pretty time-consuming

But it's always so

Hard

For me

To check my email

And I'm missing the notice from FaceBook

Saying I have an unread message in my inbox

Difficult

To know you probably wouldn't answer me even if you read my message

I would do anything now

Anything

To go back in time

Get to know you better

Be a better friend

But now it's too late

Hard knowing that

Understanding that

Accepting that

I've made this mistake once

And hopefully I'll never make it again

Why do I learn my lessons the hard way?

God, I miss you

It's hard

Knowing I won't see you at school anymore

You were absent for three days in a row one time

I thought that was hard

In comparison

It's the easiest thing ever

But

It's going to be hard

Coming to school on Monday

Not seeing a lock on your locker

Makes it official

Like you've moved out completely

Out of your

Home

Neighborhood

City

School

State!

Out of my

Class

Life.

It's so

Hard

You moving

It's taken a huge toll on me

It's not fair

And I know I'm not the only one affected

But sometimes it feels like it

Because I'm the only one

Left here

Who seems to be taking it

Hard.

 

Reviews

[ATG]

Very emotional in a good way. It was well written and there was no flaws in it that I could see. Keep up the good writing.