Now that i hate you

Now that i hate you

A Poem by asmae

Darling
You, evil thing
I dont care about your intentions
as long as your actions don't match my expectations
I purified every beautiful thing in you
you killed every beautiful thing in me
How am supposed to not hate you?
For f***s sake, i hate you
With every single meaning of the word, i do
I do not wish to kiss you
I wish to kill you
Cause everytime you light your cigarettes
And everytime i look at your pathetic smiles
Your craked lips
And the tragedy in your eyes
A part of me wants you to survive
the rest doesn't wish you the best
You see, my words are ugly, so meaningless
Just like your grinning face
The emptiness in you and me
Just like everything we both owe to be
Now that i hate you
I can write all these words
I can feel all these annihilating feels
And stare at my reflexion
As if nothing ever happened
As if these words never existed
As if i only write to shut the voices in my head
Not because i actually want to
That is how weak i am
That is how weak you think i'll always be

© 2017 asmae



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Awesomeeeeee :)

Accepted and its so real!

Posted 6 Months Ago


asmae

6 Months Ago

glad to hear that♡
Wow, this is devastatingly real. Love and hate are sometimes precisely arranged to allow the heart to take one extreme or the other at any given time.

Posted 8 Months Ago


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asmae
asmae

Rabat, temara, Morocco



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