Perfect mess.

  I wanna run inside

  my grave and die.

  I want to make it

  end.

  I don't want to see

  their faces,

  looking at me with

  hatred with every

  step I take. 

  I want to lay down

  in the bottom of the

  sea.

  I want to drown 

  in nothing and

  try to forget about

  everything you said. 

  But then I will

  wake up.

  And I will have

  to remember

  everything f*****g

  moment

  p e r f e c t l y. 

Author's Note

I wrote this last year. I found it in my notebook.

Reviews

[Victoria PoetryBunny]

love the picture, and the title... this is strong, a lot of feeling in this released, awesome write

[Sukriti Suki]

I like this....filled with honesty...In the last stanza...everything f*****g moment ( was it meant to be that or every f*****g moment)...I got confused....but exceptional work.

[Coyote Poetry]

Life is fair. We must awake and face life again. I like the purpose of this poem. It was hard and to the point. A excellent ending to a outstanding poem. Thank you.
Coyote

[Zeitgeist Manifesto]

You show a lot of courage in this poem...
not running away form those things that hurt.

[Cody McGeary]

It could use a little work but it has potential. I think everyone has felt this way before. Keep it up.

[XxtaintedxX]

This is great. I love it, I have felt this way before

[MustbeaFlower]

Quite diabolical, but pleasant to my eyes and mind. Seems like you were very hurt at the time; you did a great job portraying it.

[Joiedevivre]

Really good poem, we have to face so many unpleasant things in life and there is no escape. Beautifully put.

[Hazel Eirian]

Well written, but hard to read. I know the feeling, where you just want to forget, relax into nothingness. I'm impressed though, the way you express your self is generally simplistic in style/syntax, but your stuff hits hard. Its very real. Admirable.

[Suzy Q]

It's really good, really deep. You're in touch with your emotions in this peice. I loved it.