When I Fall

Drain myself of blood 

leaving dry carcass behind.

Just for your self satisfaction, needless what is mine.

That's why I leave all clueless of my silent cries....

When I Fall I hear no silence.

When I Fall I tell no lies.

False truths must be my savior

For they saved me many times.

Telling people you're alright

When really you aren't fine.

I'm so very far from fine you know...

Really what is okay?

If I feel nothing, what do I say?

When all I feel is all the same

If I cant think through my numb brain,

Will you believe me, what I'm saying?

Will you believe that I am sane?

Will you believe my scars are framed?

Will you believe that I can't write?

Will you believe with all your might

That When I Fall I cannot see

My precious world fall around me.