IX

I wanted to save you. maybe. I don't know. I was scared.

when you told us about your first time. everyone was so  awkward and I  held  myself back because

I

wanted to  say

i want to be good for you. I probably won't   but I'll try and I'll laugh and I'll make sure you laugh too. So maybe the bad will always be  a  little  good .

bit of me wants to cut  you  down.

hope  you run to me.

codependency .