Raw from the inside out

My feelings of past relationships that i just can't seem to shake off even after 9 years, i begin to wonder if i can ever truly shake it off.

Raw from the pain of a heart ache

Shaken from the pressure of a heartbreak

Little slivers eating up the good times

Tears slipping through and ruining all the lullabies

This feeling is so heavy in my chest I could split in two

The hardest thing I ever had to accomplish was getting over you

I’m being torn in half and I have no way of healing

All these lies I was so stupid to believe in

Not the same even after of these years

God knows I’ve cried enough tears

Opening up isn’t going to help me heal

Shutting down, choking out sounds from betrayal

Moving on is to hard but holding on is smothering me slowly

Will I be okay tomorrow ,or will I be consumed completely

Your face still haunts my dreams

Your touch still burns my flesh

The question still rings true to me even after all this time

Will I ever be okay

Or will I die consumed in flames of pain