You always make me love you !<3A Story by bethany cullen
You always make me love you!
To a boy I once cherished and I boy I still do but trust is like paper, once crupled never the same......................
The thing is, we used to be so deep and close and I know I let you in. My heart was fooled and I learned something, forget the past but not what it's taught me. So when you come knocking and you ask
" why are you still angry at me?"
I'll say I'm not angry I'm just smart, because the last time I let you in you broke my heart, no not just my heart you broke me. Here's the thing I have bestfriends and people who have been treated the same but they never understand me. I hate that I'm writing this because you read all the magazine paragraphs, short stories and poems, you watch plenty of tv to know it hurts but you never really understand or empathize. And people say
" you never understand until it happens to you," well sometime you don't get it and see that girl in the corner with the black mascara streaks painted across her red face well there because of him. There is so many guys in the world but I still love you and I dont know what to do because I try moving on but I see you every day and just to feel your warm familiar cuddles make me uncontrollably blush so hunnie I want you to know something:
" I loved you and in my heart I always will but the pain of what you did never goes away it's jus masked by my love and sweety I wish I could say I love you but not what you've become because inspite of that my heart keeps growing and each day it's showing. It pains me to know you can read my heart better than your own because then your cocky and pompous, maybe that should be a turn off? Or the fact you stil blame the mess on me or compare it to others situations, Honey I'll always be in pain because your like this:
1 Your in love with me but not just me!
2 you oversized ego hides your insecure self
3 you still don't understand me
4 You always make me love you
but I'll always love you because:
1 you read me like no one else can without knowing.
2 you give me butterflies and blushing cheeks
3 your hug is like the sweetest red rose
4 you always make me love you ..............
© 2012 bethany cullen
Added on January 26, 2012
Last Updated on January 26, 2012
glasgow, ilovegod, United Kingdom
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