Crying

He does like her, Its killed me inside, I will be unfixed for a while....

I'm crying anger :'(
I'm crying pain :'(
I'm crying so much I feel like dying...
My weakness had finally gotten to me...
It has finally cracked me...
And my weakness was m,y reality.
I didn't want to believe that he liked my bestie :'(
I didn't want to believe she liked him, either...
I wanted to believe that I had a chance...
I wanted to be his...
And I knew it would never happen...
I am just crying,
Alone
In the dark
With depressing music taking me to more tears,
I want a hug,
I want my friends comfort...
Telling me it'll be alright.
My bestie doesn't know am crying,
It's best if she doesn't...
Then she won't miss out on the best thing she can have...
That I wanted.
I am so broken I feel like drowning,
I feel like slitting my wrists with a blunt knife...
So what if I have ?
I just want my hug,
Want my friends,
Want my bestie to have what she wants,
Even if I wanted it :'(
I am just being the bestfirend I'm supposed to be,
It's my role :')
Even if it kills me inside :')
x
Love you Sophie :')

Reviews

[Dove]

i love this poem, you did a great job. Never stop writing!!