Please, God, tell me this isn't how it is.

Please, God, tell me this isn't how it is.

A Story by blondecat84
"

love, calling

"
"I'm trying to brush this off and out of my system, I say." -me

I was stood up once again
I'm so tired of it all
it's more than a dead tired
this is how I feel.

If you ever really loved me
give me a sign
I'm tired of waiting this long
now is the time
please God, is there someone out there
please tell me that everything will be fine.

I was out one night walking in the darkness
with nothing but a dim flashlight
I felt so lost
walking a path not well known
somehow I made it out
when I finally got back to my car
all the grey clouds that were once over the lake
for some time
they had all diminished
and I was staring at the open sky
all the stars I could see
I had not seen in such a very long time
it just told me that God was with me
and all his wonders of the world
are for me to see and believe and feel
and to know that there is so much more to this world
even though at times I get frustrated and at unease and draught
I'm slowly picking myself up and wanting to start something fresh in life
I never want to go into a downward spiral like so many people that live 
in my community, I am sticking to that
I just wish there were people who were more simple minded like me
and thought about being in the quiet nature and listening to the animals
and not looking at some screen
the cell phones had took over and ruined this world, taking people's lives
but it's like they are aliens when I go into a doctors office or a walmart
there they are sitting there with their eyes glued to them
I'm stopped at a red light on the interstate
while the one beside me slaps out her phone in front of her
I really wish all of it would stop
it's what has made me depressed, all these people and those phones
going out on their significant other and this is why I can't have a 
real relationship with anyone, they are on their phone
their phone is everything to them and I am not
they want to text and drive while I am with them
no more am I, if they want to take someone elses life or their own
than I'll let them be alone. 

For this is just one chapter of my life, it has just begun.

© 2016 blondecat84


Author's Note

blondecat84
I'm having writers block.

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Added on October 8, 2016
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