Believing in whom?

Once again i'm stuck in the middle

Not knowing who to believe 

Two people with two different stories

Who should I listen to

The guilt is killing me

No one should go through this

To choose between your parents

Mother?

Father?

I cannot choose

I pity my mother

I empathize my father

I always thought that's how marriage or love is supposed to be

Eventually it falls apart

I never believed in it

I always wonder why even bother to start it when it will just crumble apart

Watching the tears, the fights, the pain left behind and the fear

I never understand that

Is it worth it to have the one moment of happiness to watch it fall apart

and destroy every being of yourself

Is that love

The kids would suffer the after affects

Become shattered

The decision of choosing between the parents

The caretaker

The one to show the right path

What is love?

I don't believe in it

It's not real

I refuse to believe in it

I don't dare to put myself in that situation

Author's Note

I'm not good with titles