AND I LOVED AGAIN

i thought i was immune ,i had wisdom i joked at myself ,but you said you loved me ,you never loved me,oh the fool i was

 

had a dreamy tranquil life

Sleepy happy graceful nights                                                                                   used to love me all my life and rejoiced

In being wonderfully alive                                                                                       used to love everything I did

Never for once did i regret

My walk through lanes of life was steady strides

Full of joy laughs all dreams

Serene Thoughts I had piece with me

Myself I loved and...and then I loved her... I just fell... and loved her

Yes she came full into my life

I told me love was not for me,no... no more for your bones getting old and cold

Never ready for aches and breaks and... tremulence

I had never known for I liked simply my life free and no

Worries restraints, where then she came even bad dreams

Things I never known before 

You said you will fill my life to brim with joy I never known

I rejoiced for a while at everything yes,

I lived everything I saw and ready to break the peace I always known

For I loved again i cried yes,aloud i loved again, yes I broke my oath again and again...  ............................                  

Stirred every wave in my being, I was not ready for

Is love always torment, or it's only you, the more I come to you

You come to me, shaking all grounds under my feet, why me

You say you loved me you died for me and I felt it???death only for me

So why I feel tormented... all the while

You sit by me and I dream of that lovely face but oh soul you always

Told get away for fire knows nothing but to burn and mess with your peace

I say I want to feel it one more time, even if to my demise then i go, I know

She offered me a lot but I saw nothing but wild fire coming !!!

I like to get warmth but you sound like you also... made an oath to break every part... of me

Is love really so cruel, as I never known 

Oh the fool I am I told myself again and again stay away, stay away

But you will never leave me be for you said, come here, I told you, she said I loved you

Silly what more my youth I gave, I want it back

What? You do not want to die,but i am your death

To be continued...

 

 

Ibsen the dramatist once came to land of Arabia, he was enchanted at the charm he saw ,he loved a young lass, she lured me ,she danced ,he saw the beauty and was happy ,but all suddenly she came to laugh at him ,you fool she said ,you old you thought you dreamed and kept laughing, so he just gathered his clothes and walked away, from the deep snow then to the Sahara then back again to the freezing cold, he walked wisely away ,laughing,thinking i was a joke...

 

Author's Note

i just loved that dramatist IBSEN and the way he pictured how he, the wise and know it all, was fooled by a small Arab girl,it was so symbolic i could hardly catch his meaning...,she lured him ,danced for him until he was full in love and dozed and fell asleep,but she took the chance,she laughed at him and ran away,like making fun of him,from the freezing cold he came to the hot Sahara ,he found magic and found her,he was a fool ,then back to the icy cold he strolled back,laughing all the way

Reviews

[Bubo]

A very strong piece.............packed to the brim with emotions we have all felt.........this really struck a
chord with me

Stirred every wave in my being, I was not ready for

Is love always torment, or it's only you, the more I come to you

You come to me, shaking all grounds under my feet, why me


It is how I felt a year ago........and that pain never seems to ebb, even in the happiest of moments,
and the sadness is that we lose faith............you write with tremendous feeling.

[Ankhesen Mié]

Okay, the line about wanting your youth back really stuck with me because I think that's kills people the most about failed love--the time you spent together feels wasted. It was a brief statement, but it's meaning lasts long after.

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I lived everything I saw and ready to break the peace I always known
For I loved again i cried yes,aloud i loved again, yes I broke my oath again and again... ............................

I really like this and can sense what you are syaing here, this i a well written write as well, you have talent yourself.

[Jane Doe]

I could relate to so much of this, that sense of wanting to love, needing to be loved, longing to be held but then being torn apart by the one you offered your soul to. Feelings so well expressed they were almost tangible. Another amazing piece!

[Poetic82]

This piece evoked emotions in me I thought I had forgotten. Have we all loved the love of fools? Sometimes it is the sweetest, sometimes the deepest always the most painful. But I would relive it again and again as well. They say it is better to have loved and lost and I believe this to be true because in the midst of love you learn your truest self. Otherwise how would you know to run away if you ever see her again. India Irie has a song and it says I want to love with an open heart. That is exactly how he loved, with an open heart, that is what left him so vulnerable, but that is what left him so full, a fullness that can only bring light to the emptiness you feel when they are gone, but in your darkest most empty moments all it takes is a thought of the good times, a remembrance that can catapult you back to the past and remind you that you have the ability to love that strong even if you did love the wrong person.

[Wicahpi]

Love can be oh so cruel, as in life.
Bittersweet, at best.

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THIS IS BEAUTIFUL BUT YET TOUCHING THE HEART, VERY WELL WRITTEN...AMANDA

[Kristina]

This piece struck different emotions in me. Love/hate/sadness and all the things that go along with loving someone. Great read, great write. I'm a little bit scared to keep writing. : ) Keep up the great work!!!!

[Helena]

Truly beautiful my friend. Wow, what an amazing write capturing the sweetness
and torment of "love". I enjoyed the read, it read like a classic!

Bravo!

Helena

[~amanda~]

hedda gabler is one of my favorite plays (and roles to play!!) Ibsen was a great playwright, and im sure he would admire structure like yours. you have lines that are so light and then so dark, i am thoroughly entertained the entire way through. great writing!

[Ally]

This was just great
Haunting in the most polite way.
Keep writing!