I will live

just thoughts came to me,but really i am never a coward,just had to tell this

 

A friend asked me once, that he is surprised how I laugh and my writings and reviews are so happy and full of joy

While we lead such a terrible life. Here came these thoughts...

No matter if the sky is cloudy, rainy and black. I will live

No matter if my roads are bumpy full of never joyful rides. I will live

So many explosions, bombings around me, leading a very risky life. But I will live

I get very sad at what I see every day, so much misery around, but I will laugh and I will live

No matter how life is so hard and was ever so like this all my life. Still, I will live

And if I was caught between heavy fires, I always knew God was with me. And I lived

But if by mistake I was hit, then I would laugh and say goodbye to life. Then I could not live. Not any more

And I will excuse those who brought us these ways, as before I die, I will laugh again, it’s a stupid life anyway.....

 

Author's Note

whatever

Reviews

[Taylor]

Hi bluessadmood: It is apropos that I found you today because of the agreement between the US and Iraq; hopefully that's a good thing and will lead to a more secure and peaceful world. Though of course there are no easy answers and it is not known yet whether the US ultimately will sign the agreement since our Congress will have to approve. Thus, with that backdrop, it is all the more poignant to read this "story" of yours. It speaks to me of the triumph of the human spirit, of yours. Would that we all have that depth within us to draw out the light even in the midst of terrible darkness. I don't know whether you want any suggestions are not. I won't make any at this time, in case you don't, so as not to detract from the beauty you have shared. If you do want suggestions, let me know and I will share them with you.

[bluessadmood]

ohh my friend ,you will never know how we suffer ,thats how the beauty to these words..of all the writers i read..i used to read about his life..only those who have really ,really suffered ,they came with the most beatiful writings

[Brannon]

All I can say, is that your poem hit it right on the head. I have been around the world and in places, that aren't in "The first world". (for the lack of a better term) they seem to be, happier with, what they have. They always have a smile on there faces, but if an American or European where in there shoes, they would be like little babies crying for their mommy.

[bluessadmood]

thank you,yes its like hell living in such places.

[solitudespeaker2]

it is the first thing iv'e read on this website and it is true and beautiful.

[bluessadmood]

thank you really,glad you liked it

[Lily Finch]

nice piece :)

[bluessadmood]

thank you so much..

[Zahra]

This is really courageous behaviour you're described in this poem, hopeful and inspiring. Really liked it. God is with you always.

[bluessadmood]

thank you for the nice review

[Helena]

It's wonderful to read you again my friend.

I have always enjoyed your writings, so profound and truthful.

You are a shining light in the midst of darkness. A hopeful candle flickering urgently, but never going out.

A poet, who makes me stop and think! The pettiness that goes on in our lives is nothing, nothing compared to what you have to endure day in and day out.

The poem was superb:

"I will excuse those who brought us these ways, as before I die, I will laugh again, it's a stupid life anyway...."

Yes it is, but you make the most of what you have. Let it be a lesson to all of us.


Thank you!


Helena

[bluessadmood]

thank you ,what nice words to say.

[Helena]

That is how I truly feel Moayad.

Helena

[Girl Friday (Sarah W.)]

No matter what happens around us, we are the makers of our own destiny; meaning that we control our minds and our attitudes toward things. We can choose to be angry or we can choose to be happy. Some of us have a harder time in life than others, and when those people are able to smile and be happy, that is a true gift.

Beautiful sentiment, my friend.

[bluessadmood]

thank you ,wonderful words from a lovely talented poet..
yes i think so too,no matter how low we feel at times..
its only human and pretty heroic just to stand up and
show the oppesite of whats expected,this is life
never stoop too low under her burden,your mind could fight this
and you come un blemished,and so strong and pure,thanks again
even your reviews are so pretty ,ha ha

[char]

I do not view this as cowardice. It's quite the opposite actually. To find courage amidst turmoil is strength. This write makes me feel a lot more confident. Thanks for writing this.

[bluessadmood]

thank you so much,really glad you liked my words

[Brianna Brie]

I am not in the throes of war and all of its horrors, but sometimes life overwhelms me in sorrows as great as war. Just when I think it is impossible to be stretched anymore, yet I am. When I think insanity is on the brink, I remain sane. For one with so many words, still I am unable to say what I feel. Anyway, I appreciate your spirit. You are one of strength with the courage to live.

[bluessadmood]

thank you so much dear..that was very encouraging,and a boost to a very low morale,considering the bad life we still live in,thank you

[Barbara Walker]

The stupidity of humanity and how they waste time in hate and war. If all channeled their energy into being positive, as you do, oh, what a world it could be!

[Carly Ithilhin]

Positive, yet cynical at the same time... I like this. It says a lot about life.