Desperation

At the edge of desperation,

I find myself.

It is not something I can change,

It something I can not change.

My only chance I had to make it great.

Is now completely lost,

 Now it is too late for me to change what I did.

 The only thing I desire, Is to be able to relax.

I just want to empty my mind of what it cost me to do this.    

Forget what I ever did, 

I just want to restart that day.

Things may happen for a reason,

But that reason can either be good for you or just ruin you.

Sometimes that reason is a deep pit.

A black pit where you find yourself,

You can not just escape from it.

You have to think, you have survive.

I may be dramatic right now.

What can you expect from a teenager like me?

I am only a girl that dreams too much,

Sometimes she shuts reason out of her common sense.

A girl that sometimes cries over spilled milk.

I guess,

What happened yesterday, I have to forget.

Like a prisoner waiting for her verdict,

I have to wait.

 

Reviews

[imagination101]

Seems to be a little of yearning to do better, and to be the person your ment to be!