Stuck In My Mind

idek

They pretend to care

I see when they stare

The difference in their eyes

I feel the judgement for my thighs

Stupid choices in my past

I feel myself sinking fast

Down to hell

So fast i fell 

From my high

Now i begin to cry

You think i'm fine 

i pretend to shine

smile through tears

but no one hears

the pain i feel

my life goes downhill

i bring out the blade 

he calls as i press it to my skin hes feeling played

he plays the game

i play the same

you ok

yea im fine

i lie through my teeth 

my own brother doesn't even know

suddenly i feel nothing

i take it too far too deep

im sorry i didn't get to say goodbye