this is not love

this is not love

A Story by xoxo

“chris, I need to tell you something.”

“what is it, love?”

my eyes start to water like someone’s mouth would after they eat something sour.

“um, I just wanted to say that,”

I can’t. I can’t say it. his brown eyes are sending pennies into my well, my soul.

“I wanted to say that I love you.”
“I love you too, I always will.”

my heart fills with guilt.

I just smile.

my ringtone starts to go off as my phone rings of brutal dishonesty. I look over at the phone and ignore it.

“who is it kate?” he asks.

“oh, it’s no one, unknown.”

“oh, okay. you had me worried for a second,” he chuckled.

I laugh to hide the fact that he should be worried.

my phone starts to ring again, the “unknown” won’t leave me alone, I wish this person as unknown.

“hey, chris I’m going to take this call to see who it is. I’ll step outside and I’ll be right back.”

“okay,” he smiles.

“jeremy, I can’t talk right now, I’m with chris.”

“you’re with him again? my god, when are you going to leave him?”
“i can’t jer, i-“

“little miss ‘i don’t have feelings for him’ yet you’re still dating him!”

“i-“
“let me know when you’re done being childish.”

he hung up the phone.

he’s right. I need to set priorities.

“chris…”

“yes?”

“I have feelings for another guy, and we’ve been talking. I’m sorry.”

THIS. this is what teenagers think love is, this is what love has set up to be. If you love someone, and I mean truly love, you wouldn’t even think about going through with dating someone else. this, this is not love, it’s lust.

 


© 2017 xoxo



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