The chill air envelops
giving supstance to our breath.
Your eyes reflect the night sky
as the wisps roll from your lips,
lips I long to taste, yet that
will come another night.
Nervous and unsure
I take your cool hands,
my heart is pounding, and you smile,
only making it pound harder still.
Emboldened by conversation and
the touch of your soft skin
I pull our hands into the pocket
of my sweatshirt using the excuse
of warmth in the cold night
though I truly just want to
draw you close to me.
Just the first evening of many
'though all together too few.
So like fire, I could hold you briefly
but too soon had to let you go...
He's a good man, and I am
happy for that, happy for you,
happy for him. Yet those nights,
the touch of your hand, the taste
of your lips, the pressure of your
body pressed greedily against mine,
those things will remain indellible
in my memories
of that season
all too short.