Fucked in the Worst Way

I recently found out that I love someone...I only discovered it when he moved away. This is a song to all those who find love when it's too late.

Can't love you -- I refuse

Won't fall for someone like you.

Feeling all different shades of blue

Something sudden and completely new.

 

The train took you to Boston

Left me feeling lost and

Utterly exhausted

Unwanted tears still falling

 

Fucked in the worst way

Missing you halfway through the day

Never thought I'd feel this way

Isn't that what they all say?

 

Damned by my naivity

Wish you wouldn't leave me

My heart must have deceived me

Blinded against twisted reality

 

So you say, I will make my way

Don't get hurt, don't get lost, just live by the day

Won't fall in love, won't get caught up in the fray

Go our paths, just let go, don't delay.

 

Usually spontaneous

Carefree and illustrious

Now consumed by thoughts of us

I think that I've had enough

 

A stubborn nature refuses to bend

Battle between heart and mind won't end

A feeling that I can't defend

This misery will never relent.

 

You're on your way to greatness

I'm estray and listless

Tell you I can't stand this

My deepest fears aren't groundless

 

So you say, I will make my way

Don't get hurt, don't get lost, just live by the day

Won't fall in love, won't get caught up in the fray

Go our paths, just let go, don't delay.

 

I give in, I admit

I'm in love, I'll permit

That I can't bear to quit

On this broken down romantic fit

 

Won't go down without you

Almost died trying to lose

These goddamn lovers blues

But my stolen heart remains true

 

Still you say, make your way

Don't get hurt, don't get lost, just live by the day

Won't fall in love, won't get caught up in the fray

Go our paths, just let go, don't delay.

 

We'll go our separate ways

No, no, don't delay.

I won't get caught up in the fray

Don't delay.

So you tell me, so you say...

Author's Note

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Reviews

[Orlando Murcia]

Very real and had lot's of emotion
they were like colors all blended into one

I loved it, it was very real
and I love that

Great work!!

Orlando M

[Bran the Broken]

very sincere and heartfelt and easy to relate to....the rhythm is good and smooth in most verses....but occasionally a little sticky, when there's an extra word or two....maybe i'm just not reading it right. a couple spelling mistakes, too, but you can just run it thru Word 4 that. overall, good write, touched me.

[Georgia Gypsy]

This is great! What a soulful lament to love realized only when the person is no longer there in reaching distance.
I could imagine this to music, it could be a soft ballad or a heavy punk antheme, either way it is really good!
(ps: sorry about your 'love' moving away, that is really a tough thing to go through...i know you'll make it)!