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Every night when I lay in my bed
Thoughts of her race through my head
I sit in the darkness, fighting the pain
As my pillow is soaked with tear stains
I can feel it taking over me, this emptiness inside
Will I ever feel this pain subside?
I'm beginning to believe that the answer is "No"
"No" that is, until the blood flows
I can't stand this feeling that's ripping me apart
It's growing, I can feel it, deep in my heart
But when I'm with her I'm not worried about anything, not today nor tomorrow
She's the only relief I get from this eternal sorrow
I wish she knew exactly how she makes me feel
But even if she knew, it wouldn't help this wound heal
I want to give up, I really do
But I can't help but long to hear the words "I love you"
Every day my hatred grows for this insufferable place
And every day tears roll down my face
What is this girl doing, I don't like what's becoming of me
In me she has unlocked this unseen jealousy
I know she doesn't love me, I just don't know why
Maybe because I don't have the good looks of those other guys
Right now as I write this, yet again I'm starting to cry
It kills me inside that she doesn't see me like she does those "gorgeous" guys