Happiness or Dream?

it's a choice must to decide.

O n e  t i m e . . .

I want to go away,

to the farthest road I could,

Escaping their moments

They're happy,

glad and blissful,

It can be without me,

Frustrated, disappointed;

my feelings locked inside.

I want to leave,

then head to the better road,

where there's a right destination,

yet once, I think...

if I will proceed away,

one will suffer,

my love, my everything;

would be left behind.

I don't know what to choose,

my affair or the good track?

my wildest dream or my happiness?

I don't want to leave,

yet I want to be something,

Tears shed, mind is boggling,

I don't want regrets,

but I need to a choice...

What would it be?