Its raining, miss...

Rain has that awesome potential to alleviate you of all self-inflicting hard thoughts..it calms you down, revitalizes you and makes you tranquil and serene..!

Can you feel it raining outside?

All of a sudden I feel I feel my pains subside..

And I'm here, standing on the balcony..

Disinclined to sleep this night..

 

All the moments flashing before my eyes..

Somewhere I went wrong, I surmise..

But even I know..wherver I go..

These thoughts'll split me inside..

 

I just dunno how to expess..

Tonight..I just wanna transgress..

Beyond all limits, all the agonies..

This rain's gonna make me unstressed..

 

And I'm here...standing here right now..

Pondering if things were a bit slow..

If that'd have been better for me..

Maybe then...I wouldn't have felt so low..

 

There has always been something unique in rain..

Sometimes calmness, sometime a touch of pain..

But it has never failed to instill..

That power to go on(and on and on),even when I've had severe migraine(oh yeah, I have this searing pain in my head sometimes..!)

 

And now..I know..I should have repressed..

Myself then..before it was too late to not-get-obsessed..

Its all too late..and I'm now a vagrant loner..

Oh damn, I feel so depressed..

 

I'm going through a very tough phase now..

I gotta get outta this somehow..

But there simply seems no way out..

But I gotta fight back every clock-tick, I just wonder how..

 

But you know what? This rain..

Its like a stimulant to my goddamn tired brain..

And slowly...I'm coming back to life..

And all my senses, hopefully I'll soon regain...!!

 

____Sauradeep Dey.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Author's Note

I was depressed,disturbed that night,drained out of all life-force..and was gazing indefinitely at the dark starless sky..suddenly it started to rain..and although I presumed it would just add to the spirit of melancholy existing in me..but on the contrary,its effect was otherwise..it calmed me down..and I came up with these lines..!
Hope you'll like it..!