For You, Only You

The thought of you,                     
makes me cringe.
The sweet words
and sarcastic remarks.
The tears shed
from my bloodshot eyes.
You killed me.
Slowly, painfully, sadistically.
You watched me writhe
in searing pain
of love, life, loss.
You heard me cry
and beg
and plead.
For you, only you.
My heart screams out
for your touch,
your love, your presence.
I need you.
You control me.
Pull my strings,
and I’ll dance.
A puppeteer,
and his lovesick,
helpless doll.
I am alone,
without you.
Fighting,
for you, only you.
I love you,
and you leave me.
Again, and again, and again.
Over and over,
until it is over.
Forever.
I hate you,
so much.
It builds up inside
my aching heart,
and bursts.
Explosions of passion,
flames, burning the surface.
I close my eyes,
and picture your face.
A monster.
I didn’t know evil
could be so beautiful.
I cannot speak,
only listen
for your voice.
For you, only you.
But you are silent.
I cling to the memory
of us, what we had.
Was it real?
Or was it a lie?
A game of pretend?
Everything
is false, fake, untrue.
I weep
and cry,
for you, only you.

Reviews

[*~DreamDeamon~*]

This poem actually struck me hard it relates to me. i know how this feels. this poem is good full of emotion i like it. very god.

[Dai Edenburough]

This poem reminds me of what a friend of mine was going through. Truly emotional.