LMD-Chapter 2A Chapter by Angie Diane♥♥
“Aimi, why didn’t you tell me you were going to do an original song?!” Hana yelled after the audition. I just looked at her.
“I knew you would get too excited if I told you. Now let’s get out of here. I want to go out to get some ice cream.” I told Hana. I needed some because I could feel some sadness coming up. Ice cream always made me feel better in those times. I think most girls like eating ice cream. Maybe we were going to go to Ice Cream Palace. That is the best ice cream shop in town. I always loved it.
“Sure, I would love some ice cream. Are you paying?” Hana asked me. She always tried to make me pay. I just gave her a look and she laughed. Hana didn’t like to pay, but sometimes she would pay for me. I was used to that. I liked to pay for her, but she would also give me things. I felt bad if I didn’t do anything for her in return.
“I’ll pay, but you are paying for the next time we go out for ice cream.” I said with a smile. It wasn’t like the ice cream was expensive. Two dollars was nothing for an ice cream. Hana loved Ice Cream Palace just as much as I did. We also both like frozen yogurt so we would buy some in the store and pig out at my house. All this thinking about ice cream and frozen yogurt made me want more. So I couldn’t wait to get there.
“Alright, it’s a deal!” Hana said happily. We ran down the street to Ice Cream Palace. I couldn’t wait to get some delicious ice cream. I knew that when I got there that I was going to need to call my parents or they would get worried. They always did when I didn’t come home right away. Well they knew that I was going to audition for the talent show. I just didn’t tell them that I was going out for ice cream.
I really needed ice cream because my thoughts had wandered to the boy I liked. I never liked thinking about him because it brought me down. I hated being sad and that’s why I tried to stay as positive as I could. I had some days where I would be with my own thoughts. Hana would worry and so would my parents and little brother. They knew how I could be. I’ve been in and out of the hospital because I would take it too far. Even then my crush would worry about me. I hated going to the hospital for my own stupid mistakes.
“Aimi, are you okay?” Hana asked me breaking me out of the daze that I was in. I just nodded and we were there. I dialed my dad’s number because I knew he would answer the fastest. I told him that I was going to be at Ice Cream Palace. He just said alright have fun. I just smiled. I ordered vanilla ice cream because I wanted to keep it simple. Hana ordered a mix of chocolate and vanilla. I knew that she loved the mix.
I didn’t have much to say because my thoughts turned to him again. I hated to think about him. I hate that he left me. He hurt everyone when he decided to go. He was the only male that ever understood me. I would turn other guys down because I wanted him. He was the only guy that could make me feel something inside. I could feel pain slowly creeping up into my chest. I felt like I was going to cry. I didn’t want to think about him.
“Please leave my head. Please leave my head. I don’t want to think about you. I don’t want to think about you. You hurt me. You left me, but I love you. I just want you to leave my head.” I thought to myself.
“He’s on your mind again isn’t he?” Hana asked me. She looked down sadly because she knew how much I liked this guy. I just nodded and looked down at my ice cream. It was slowly melting away like my heart was. I just wanted to sing because I wanted to prove to him that I could make it on my own. I could be something more than just a pretty face.
“Yes, I just want him to leave me alone. I didn’t want him to haunt me anymore. I just don’t understand why he would do this to me.” I could feel my heart tearing into pieces. I didn’t want to think about him. So I decided to start to sing one of my favorite songs. That would be “Love is Dead” by Tokio Hotel. I could always connect to that song. That is how I felt. I felt like my love died when he left.
I smiled when I was done singing because it made me feel so much better. “You’re singing amazes me when you get down.”
“Thanks, but hopefully I am not so down tomorrow. I think I made it into the talent show. What do you think?” I smiled.
“Are you kidding me? If you don’t make it I am going to go wild on that teacher.” I just laughed. I knew Hana would go wild on her. It was scary to see Hana get crazy. I don’t think anyone has ever lived through it. Then again I am the same way, but more sadistic than Hana is. You really don’t want to see that side of me. I don’t think anyone does. The only people that have ever seen it were Hana and Takumi. The only reason I had gotten like that was because this kid had it coming. He was picking on Hana and it really made me angry. He knew that he had it coming. I told him loud and clear that if he picked on my friend again he would have a lot of issues. I beat him up after that and well let’s just say he isn’t going to be able to have children ever.
“You know you shouldn’t go to crazy. Remember what happened to the guy that picked on you?” I asked with a tiny laugh. I could see Hana shudder when I asked her that question. Was I really that scary when I flipped out? Takumi could barely talk to me after that. Then he knew that I was just doing it for a friend and he forgave me. I was glad that he did though. I didn’t want Takumi to hate me. I mean he was my…
Never mind…I don’t want to get into that. “You were completely insane. I doubt anyone was going to be able to stop you, but Takumi did.”
“Yeah, and I was almost going to jail. I’m just glad that he did. I wouldn’t even be able to do the talent show if I was going to jail.” I said with a laugh. I didn’t think about going to juvie or jail when I beat him up. I did have a bad and wild side. I don’t think that should be spoken about anymore.
“Hey, I was wondering if you could come up and sing for everyone!” One of the managers from Ice Cream Palace asked me. I said sure and I didn’t know what to sing though.
“Hana, what should I sing?”
“You’re original! It was really good.” Hana said. I just sighed gave them the CD and they put it on. I didn’t know this ice cream place was also a karaoke station. At night they told me that they did karaoke.
“Alright, I will sing that.” I heard my song come on and I started singing it. Everyone in the store ended up clapping along as I sang the words. I was really happy when I ended the song. I could hear screams and shouts. I was wondering if it was going to be like that the night of the talent show.
© 2012 Angie Diane♥♥
Added on February 21, 2012
Last Updated on February 21, 2012
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