I hate this part of me

I hate it so much

For this part that can never be removed

Stains and poisons me inside and out

This part of me lives all around me

For it is inside of me 

It controls half of my mind and half of my body

This part can never be removed

And no matter how much I wish it could be

It will never be removed

Now when ever I speak to the part that controls me

When ever I talk or speak my thoughts I get beat down

I get yelled at, I got beaten, and who knows what else

And now when I lay on the floor bleeding my tainted blood out

I remember the man who gave me this poisoned blood

I remember my blood bond 

I remember my father