Done

Feelings and thoughts after a breakup.

You said you'd be there,

no way you didn't even care.

You said you'd never leave,

you did even if I kneeled. 

I thought you were the one, 

just before I heard "we're done".

I cant forget your lips and eyes,

even after all the goodbyes.

You were my whole world,

now i'm telling myself yer' curled.

Your kisses blew my mind,

I did everything, I was kind.

I was trying to be your prince,

you decided to have me lynched.

Though I had already lost my heart,

giving it to you, hoping we'd never part,

I now lost my head and my mind.

I get it, you have other guys, whole lines,

I did too, got rid of em' all for you.

Seems you don't care what I do,

never enough, too good to be true.

I feared it coming, our time is due,

now you'll find someone new,

while I sit here hoping there is a cure.

It does not seem so, i'm lost,

I risked it all and for what cost.

Never gonna do that again,

I don't ever wanna feel this pain.

You were my ideal, my other half,

I wanted us to join our paths.

You left, didn't even say why,

is this what it feels like to die.

Maybe it's karma, it's all on me,

but why, you are the one with whom I wanna' be.

Why you, please, anyone else, not you,

for that, there isn't a thing I wouldn't do.

I guess I cant help it,

I guess you just didn't feel it-

me, my love, my passion.

Maybe i'm just old fashioned,

a monogamous kindhearted caveman.

Guess I don't deserve you as my woman,

I knew from the start it is all too good.

The way I felt was true, you never understood.

Whiskey in my hand, tears in eyes,

even if you did, I cant say "bye".

Now i'm here all alone,

can't admit that were all done.

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