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A Poem by dancingintherain

It's sad to see you change,
And to think of how you've become
It's sad to find out what i heard is true,
And I'm running away from it like its a monster.
I don't want to know anymore, I don't want to see your face
Cause I know it'll only hurt me
It's just so unbelievable
It wasn't a gradual thing
Everybodys asking "what happened"?
And all i have to say is, "I don't know"
Because honestly, i don't
It's sad and depressing,
It's like it's a dream
I thought i would've woken up by now
But I think it's real
Because I can actually feel the pain

Now you're actually being to mean me, cussing at me,
Telling me I'm ruining her life.
HOW?!
Grow up, kid.
We fought and we've made up so many times
But now because of your continuous dishonesty,
I can't come back this time
My mind used to tell me to let you go
While my heart would argue and say no
But now they agree
They're in harmony
And they're saying "leave,
Remove yourself.
Forget everything
No more tears
And no more pain"
I can't believe i thought it was MY fault,
That I was the one who ruined it, because you were so good to me.
But no, it's because you've found someone else to play with

I'm glad I don't have to see the two of you all lovey dovey in front of me
I'm glad my friends say what a downgrade
When they honestly don't see what she has that I don't
We had everything in common
And i don't see what you see in her

But you love her, right?
Just like you loved me?
And then you dumped me on the side of the curb to be eaten by the wolves?
Oh, yeah, you loved me alright

I just hope she loves you better than I do,
My friend told me her ex dumped her cause she was a b***h
So I hope she doesn't hurt you
But if you come back,
It's not gonna work again
Just like you said
But for some reason i feel like your gonna change your mind again,
Just like you always do,
On your hands and knees
Cause no one else likes you,
And i'll say, "you had your chance.
You broke my trust and i dont wanna be hurt again"
And you'll realize what you've done and the mess you've made
And you'll say anything you can to get me back.
Well don't even try.
Cause i've moved on
I'm in a happier place and i'm done with your s**t
I'm done with being hurt and being lied to,
I don't know if i'll find someone better than you,
But i'll find someone who doesnt lie to my face
At the same time Someone who i'll never trust
No matter how perfect they are
Or how well they treat me.
I'll never trust them or any guy again,
Because of you.

© 2011 dancingintherain


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You'll find someone ten times better than him. Someone who treats you right. Don't think about what she says or anybody else. Listen to your heart and you will soon find someone worth trusting. Just be patient enough to let it happen. Don't rush into it. This is very good by the way!

Posted 12 Years Ago


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You'll find someone ten times better than him. Someone who treats you right. Don't think about what she says or anybody else. Listen to your heart and you will soon find someone worth trusting. Just be patient enough to let it happen. Don't rush into it. This is very good by the way!

Posted 12 Years Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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Lucy. 18. Songwriter and singer. Learning how to play guitar. Writing is how I clear my mind. more..

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