Still ill (post 3rd surgery)

I'm over here f*ucked up off this pill
My body is startin to feel Ill
Too many situations are takin me uphill
All this pain like a hermet I just want to sit still
The hospital is only one town away, they call it the Ville
But if I do go how do I know that they will
Make me feel better again I don't know what's normal
Should my friends and Fam be getting dress in their Formal
Every trip I take the bee's just keep swarmin
God's Element, it came with no warnin

They say he won't give ya what you can't handle

Bullshit after Bullshit a so called Medical Scandle