Unworthy

I don't want your money, your body or your life.

I never asked for diamonds, I only want your time. 

I'll no longer ask you, I feel it is a crime.

Forever I will ask myself if I am worth your time.

You'll tell me that you miss me from morning until bed.

Makes me feel like it's my fault that those words waste your breath.

I offer, I wait while you're off limits, I'm doing my best.

I know I'm no priority, but am I worth your breath?

When will I be allowed real conversation? Text is not enough.

I don't remember how long I've missed the happiness I loved.

You can cry when I am gone but I support everything you speak of.

My commanded silence makes me feel like I'm unworthy of your love.

Forgive me for wanting a two-way street when everything's not fine.

You say I won't let you help but I can't have any of your time.

It's okay. I know you're busy. At least you say you're mine.

It's a decent consolation for being unworthy of your time. 

Reviews

[Jamestown]

If you feel this way then why would you remain in the his relationship?
Maybe I'm missing something, but when in love you want to spend every
moment with that person! Well written piece, I'm just a little confused,
Thanks for sharing and b-blessed!

[gabiaimee]

I'm confused, too. I asked myself the same question, but he isn't doing any of this intentionally. He has a situation at home that's keeping him incredibly distracted and I'm unfortunately insecure. Family members telling me to do everything for him and ask for nothing of him don't help, either.