Torn Between

When I get confused I find it comforting to go sit by a River.

I'm torn between walkin' Off

And runnin' after You

Torn between the Roots

And springin' out New Leaves, River what should I Do

Where are those Bright Skies

That I use to Know

Was it only my Mind

That stole them from Me

You know somebody told me Once

All troubles are birthed in our Minds

It seems that's the only place that Fear Resides

Cause when I'm here with You, it's not what I Find

I'm torn between two Worlds

And I know both I have Created

I'm afraid of bein' lost here too Long

I'm just hopin' by you, I won't be Hated

For so long I lived completely Distracted

And it was so Easy to not Feel the Pain

It was without this sickness, but less True

Like skies filled with Clouds but with no Rain

Where are those Bright Skies

That I use to Know

Was it only my Mind

That stole them from Me

You know somebody told me Once

All troubles are birthed in our Minds

It seems that's the only place that Fear Resides

Cause when I'm here with You, it's not what I Find

But now I Fear, that it's all slipping Away

And the faster it Rolls, the Control I have grows Less

Maybe I only was fooled to thinking I had Control

It seems everything is moving to a Grand Mess

I'm torn between walkin' Off

And runnin' after You

Torn between the Roots

And springin' out New Leaves, River what should I Do

I sometimes feel Lost, and the Pity is Fine

Seems I'm the One who's getting ready to Waste

And the Longer this Feeling Lingers inside Me

The more I'm starting for Life to lose my Taste

But there's so much here Still inside of Me

I can't let these thoughts of Loss get Me Down

I have to Find a way to turn this whole thing 'Round

I wanna Laugh, and Sing and get rid of this Damn Frown

Oh Lift Me, Oh Come and Lift Me, Lift Me outta This

I can't stay down here Anymore, I gotta Climb Out

Oh Lift Me, Come and Life Me, Come and Lift Me

I can't stand this Feelin' anymore, crush this Doubt

I'm torn between walkin' Off

And runnin' after You

Torn between the Roots

And springin' out New Leaves, River what should I Do

Yeah, river I hear what You're Sayin'

I'll let you take it, take all these wasted Feelings from Me

River Flow, River Flow, I'll let it all Go

Here you can take it, all these Wasted Feelings from Me

I'll let your Waters Heal Me

I'll let it all Go, I'll let it All Go in your Flow

I'll let you Roll Over, Roll Over Me

I'll let it All Go, I'll let it All Go in your Flow

I'm sittin' here on your Bank feeling you Move

No longer Torn, I'm fixin' to Mend

Now that You've carried all these Thoughts from Me

I'll make a Big Turn just like the way you Bend

Now I see those Bright Skies returning to Me

Those Bright Skies that I use to Know

And now I See it was only my Mind

That stole them from Me