Dark Thoughts

A poem describing how dark thoughts enter my head, what has been done to get rid of them, and how they leave. This is not current

My head is a dark place where my thoughts go to embrace each other

Talking about darkness and falling in love with it

They yell and scream into the endless void that is my head

They haunt my nightmares while I lay in bed 

The s**t they say is not okay

I tell them to be quiet but they don't go away 

They continue to yell at me and tell me what to do

I try to resist but its hard not to

There's only one way to get them to go away 

I obey and do what they say

I pick up a razor and start to slice through my skin 

When does it end? How did this begin?

I put down the razor, there's maybe 6 or 7 slits

All I see is red on my wrist

I bandage my arm and go lie down

It stings, but I have to keep it calm 

My thoughts have finally subsided 

I can now sleep and not feel like dying

Author's Note

This is in the past and not current.
Thoughts?
Ignore crappy punctuation.