Looming

Bitter
Sweet an savory
The regard i hold you in
Jesus christ
I still feel
Still love
Somber notes
Grey rainbows
Ill always love you
Someone had to pull it
The plug keeping
All our failed chances
All our failed
"We could haves"
Know i never meant
I know you never meant
I dont blame
Dont resent
Your still the best friend
My love
Ill never stop
Loving you
The spot you have
In my heart
Is concrete
We knew
The future didnt presume
We knew what was going to happen
I didnt
Nor did you
We did not
Want to face
Sheer facts
You know
Just as i do
Im not here as a focal point
No hate
No judgement
Still my best friend
Heart next to mine
A trend i would never
Ever
Suspend
Tho our hearts may go seperate ways
Ill always be with you
I pray for your happiness
Your success
Much like you do mine
Ill always love you
So very much
Discord and trying
The signature you left on my heart
Im proud to bear it
Do i wish
Did i hope
Did we both
Ill never forsake you
If as a friend
Youd have me
Ill never leave you
I still want you
To be happy
Love doesnt mean being with me
Love means me
Honestly
Being happy you find happiness
Everything
All of this
I do not regret
Ill never regret you
I know we both
Arent simple
Marred by our past
Encumbered by the future
We both wish
We both hoped
Im so very glad for
All that you are
An have been
Yor still are
Will always be my best friend
I want you
In my life
I know
We have both
Laid a path of why didnt we
We both wanted
Still do
Yet
You know we
In extremis
Caused
Perpetuated
So much calamity
I know your love
You know mine.
Id love nothing more
Time
Resolve
We will both achieve
Succeed
Ill always be your cheerleader
Yes
This hurts both of us
For that im truly sorry
I am
But you will see
We both will
We have ambition
We both want to see each other happy
Even bereft of each other
Face it
Facts dont lie
Ill never stop Loving you
Ever
Im me
You are you
Do not shut me out
Keep me in your heart
Yes ive grown
So have you
Im proud of you
Much like you are of me
We are both difficult
I dont hate you
I dont want you to hate me
I made the decision
In both of our interests
You will always mean so much to me
An you will always have
The most amazing place in my heart
I truly will love you forever
No woman can do or take
What you have done or mean to me
Im so sorry it was so complicated
From both sides
Im so happy we had "us"
From everything inside
Gorgeous.
You are still one of the best
No
Most amazing things to ever
Happen to me
Ill always love you
In entirety