Mommy, Why?

Mommy, Why?

A Poem by Lexi Nicole
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She looked at me with innocent eyes and she asked me "Mommy, why?"

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“Mommy, why did he do that?”
my little daughter asks as she
sees a man on the evening news
on trial for rape and murder.
“Mommy, why did he hurt them?”


I had no words to say to her.
I could give her no explanation.
I just wrapped her in my arms
and told her some people weren’t good.


She looked at me with innocent eyes
and she asked me “Mommy, why?”
I shook my head and hugged her tighter
and said I didn’t know.


The other day her grandfather
could not remember her name
and she ran to me and breathed
the question “Mommy, Mommy, why?”


I told her his memory is leaving
along with his youth and I watched her
as tears welled in her little eyes
“Mommy, Mommy, why?”


The doctor draws her blood        
and she whimpers and she squirms
and she asks me “Mommy, why are they hurting me?”
I told her they would help her
if she just held still. She reached out
and took my hand when I told her
it would be okay.


The doctor says the news is grim.
She hasn’t got long to live.
My little girl looks to me and touches
the tears trailing down my cheek
and asks me “Mommy, why are you crying?”
I pulled her close to me and whispered
in her ear. I told her that I loved her.


In a hospital bed she lays,        
weak and thin and pale.
Her tiny hand is lost in mine.
Reluctantly she opens her eyes
and says it’s time to go. God why?
Why do I have to lose my baby?
I kiss her cheek and watch my baby fade away
and know that I’ll never again get to hear her say
“Mommy, why?”

© 2009 Lexi Nicole


Author's Note

Lexi Nicole
I cried while writing this one. It's another NaPo piece, written on the 8th. Comments? Crit?

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This story is amazing ! I loved it ! It is so sad ! But you can feel the emotion behind it... it is like ... I don't know ! Just amazing ! 10/10 on this one, Howl !

Posted 14 Years Ago


i am crying...
this is a wonderful poem
full of emotion
I LOVED IT

Posted 14 Years Ago


Ok I am literally crying...this is a beautiful write and just oh so sad. I really have no words but AMAZING. You have such talent...

Voice


Posted 14 Years Ago


...there are no words.

Well done.

I can only pray that my silence speaks the loudest.

Posted 14 Years Ago


I'm literally crying. I love it!!

Posted 15 Years Ago


I cried when I read this! This is further proof to me that life really is fragile.

Posted 15 Years Ago



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Lexi Nicole
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