What am I?

Every day I feel empty

It’s like I’m a walking shell

I have this big void in my life  

I just want someone to understand

I want at least one friend that won’t give up

Yes I know I am hard to be around

I know I use to self-harm

Yes I may have anger issues

I may have panic attacks

I may have flashbacks

But all I need is a friend

And I see that I’m too much for anyone to handle

Sometime I wonder what wrong with me

Am I a monster?

  A freak?

What is it that I do to push

Everyone away?

 I give up

I am just going to

Keep to my self

No more trying for me

I tried to make friends

But I failed at it

I am a failure

Reviews

[SmittyJas]

Please don't be negative broken Girl I feel for your world. Many have been there and come back to have friend but starting activities and being around positive people some I call God fearing people Christians well known they make there mistakes and grow from them. They even invited me into there circle of love for God so love the world he give up his only son to save us from or Sin and Death to be alive again. So wake up tomorrow with a bright smile thank God for what you have and we all struggle in this life suffer as Christ suffered on the cross. We are all made up to bare our cross for Jesus releases our heavy burdens and forgave us our sins so we could live for him again and again.

[nate the great]

how come you never tell me about these bullies? im dating you and well trust helps alot if you feel that you cant trust me then im not doing a good job.....and if youd name the bullies they might just dissapear ya know? i dont take too kindly to people being mean to my sepy

[child of God]

um um ill tell you about it today

[Daniel Whitaker]

If you needa friend. Then chat with me. I know how it's like to feel this way.

[child of God]

Thank you Daniel that means a lot I have been having school issues bullies are the worst right now for me