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A Poem by child of God

Everwere I go it follows will I ever escape it

Abuse its everywhere
It is like I can't escape
It no matter what
Why is it that
I feel so lost
Like the world
Is out to get me
Abuse from
So many
Have scared me
So much
I can never
See myself
The same
Then more abuse
Came as you and mom
Split ways I moved in
With her think
Is the abuse
Gone but no
I didn't escape
I just ran in to more
uncle Charlie
You took away
My innocence
You disrespected
My body but
Even worse
You wasn't last
There were
Six more perverts
After you
And all of
You got away
you took
Me back and
I thought ok
Maybe I'll
Be ok this time
Around but
O what was I think
I cant escape
You maried
My worst
You made
Me feel horable
About my self
You made me
Change my self
You made my father
Even worse
I never had a childhood
I ran away when you layed
Your skin little fingers
Around my throat
Then when I thought
Ok I'll go to my best
Friend but no
Abuse followed me
Her grandma
You striped my
A little slice
Of love
You told me
That I deserve
Then I ran away again
Yet again thinking
Did I escape you
Abuse why are
You following
Me why won't
You leave me
Alone I dont
Know how
Much more
My heart
Can take
I'm just waiting
For you to come
Back and haunt
Me Yet again
Who will
The next
Tool of
The next
Abuser be
I don't

© 2016 child of God

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I have nothing to add or say to make it go away Bless you my son.

Posted 2 Years Ago

child of God

2 Years Ago

Thank you but um Son? I'm a girl

2 Years Ago

So sorry about the gender comments I just didn't know.
child of God

2 Years Ago

It's ok sr
I'm not sure why no one has reviewed this. There are so many who go through this and many of us do come out the other side victorious and able to be normal. Sometimes the writing is a purge....sometimes it is a warning to others.

Posted 2 Years Ago

1 of 1 people found this review constructive.

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Added on March 7, 2016
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child of God
child of God

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