stalker

stalker

A Poem by child of God
"

Everwere I go it follows will I ever escape it

"
Abuse its everywhere
It is like I can't escape
It no matter what
Why is it that
I feel so lost
Like the world
Is out to get me
Abuse from
So many
Father
you
Have scared me
So much
I can never
See myself
The same
Then more abuse
Came as you and mom
Split ways I moved in
With her think
Is the abuse
Gone but no
I didn't escape
I just ran in to more
Abuse
uncle Charlie
You took away
My innocence
You disrespected
My body but
Even worse
You wasn't last
There were
Six more perverts
After you
And all of
You got away
Father
you took
Me back and
I thought ok
Maybe I'll
Be ok this time
Around but
O what was I think
I cant escape
Abuse
You maried
My worst
Nightmare
Chairity
You
You made
Me feel horable
About my self
You made me
Change my self
You made my father
Even worse
I never had a childhood
I ran away when you layed
Your skin little fingers
Around my throat
Then when I thought
Ok I'll go to my best
Friend but no
Abuse followed me
Her grandma
Glinda
You
You striped my
communication
A little slice
Of love
You told me
That I deserve
Abuse
Then I ran away again
Yet again thinking
Did I escape you
Abuse why are
You following
Me why won't
You leave me
Alone I dont
Know how
Much more
My heart
Can take
I'm just waiting
For you to come
Back and haunt
Me Yet again
Who will
Be
The next
Tool of
Yours
The next
Abuser be
I don't
Know

© 2016 child of God



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I have nothing to add or say to make it go away Bless you my son.

Posted 1 Year Ago


child of God

1 Year Ago

Thank you but um Son? I'm a girl
SmittyJas

1 Year Ago

So sorry about the gender comments I just didn't know.
child of God

1 Year Ago

It's ok sr
I'm not sure why no one has reviewed this. There are so many who go through this and many of us do come out the other side victorious and able to be normal. Sometimes the writing is a purge....sometimes it is a warning to others.
Peace.

Posted 1 Year Ago


1 of 1 people found this review constructive.


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My name is Stephanie Phillips I am 20 years old I have been writing for nearly five years and I want to use my past to help others going through the same thing if you want to know anything else just.. more..

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