Equal love?

I don't know how to say this
I love so much
my heart breaks Sometimes
You are like A frozen pond
On step and I can fall in
To your Coldness
And other Times your
Like a ray Sunshine
That makes It impossible
To cry You are
The most Confusing and
Complex person i know
Your scary
Your peaceful
Your nice
Your mean
I cant read you
I just want you
To love me as
Much i love you