Hospital Chaos

I wrote this while I was in the hospital.

Not allowed to leave the unit Im in.
Not allowed to get too pissed.
Not allowed to go on certain websites.
Not allowed to listen to certain music.
Not allowed to live my life.
Been stuck inside all this time.

No one really knows
The feelings Ive tried not to show
All the things Ive tried to do,
All those things because of you

Never felt this way before
Not sure how much I can take anymore
All these things Ive tried to hide
Nothing seems to be alright

I didn't want to be a threat to myself
I didn't want to be a threat to anyone else
I didn't want alota things
Nothing, no one- seems sucure to me

Reviews

[Butterflymom]

This is a very well written poem, intense, heartfelt, and very descriptive of depression. Thank you so much for sharing this.