And With This Trust, I Give You My Heart?

Afraid to truly like someone

Tomorrow is

Another day

Tommorrow seems so far away....

Wish I could stay in the mindset of today

But it looks like I can't forget

Yesterday

 

This need I feel

To be around you

Is tied to

The feeling that something

Hasn't yet happened

I don't know what

But there's something that must be done...

 

I'm stuck between the barrel of a gun

And a cliff

If

I don't find out what it is

I fear

That your feelings may begin to disappear

 

I'm scared...

I want the best

But I'm not sure how to aproach this

Being around you makes me loose focus...

I can't concentrate on the things I want to say

Cause I'm concentrating on you

Wondering what I should do

To show you how much I appreciate

The way that fate

Has pushed us together

 

I think you are my source of happiness

Someone I can be comfortable with

 

I'm holding back...

I'm scared to trust you with so much

I'm scared to depend on you so much...

 

Usually the people that I depend on

Leave me to fend

For

Myself...

In the end.

 

By this time..

I'm tired

And weak

I just obey

I don't speak

I'm not me

I'm nobody

 

My heart is as equal as my brain

They weigh pretty much the same

Giving you my heart

Is like giving you a precious, vital part

Of my soul

If that heart breaks

My whole world shakes

And it takes

A heck of a lot of time

To remake

 

I lose who I am

I wander endlessly for days

Looking for clues and pieces...

But the search turns up empty-handed

As always...