Where am I???

I am currently completely smashed
not to be confused with when I am simply trashed
your face has been on my mind all night
and I decided that this simply wasn’t right
so I blurred the image with a few shots
I still don’t know if that was right or not
because I know you will be back
just as my mind is getting racked
with the guilty crimes I committed
hoping my conscious would simply omit it
now not only have I lost you
but I have guilt added on too
drinking didn’t solve a thing
it only gave my head one hell of a ring