Expectations

All of mine have been really short lately

Have you ever wanted someones approval so badly? I did, his approval was so important to me that everyday I tried so hard to be good enough. I changed repeatedly but everything I did all he would do was ridicule and judge me. It got to a point where I started doubting myself. I finally had to accept that I would never live up to whatever he wanted me to be if he would ever want me at all. I had to let go. All I wanted was his validation cause his opinion was the only one that mattered to me.

-Incurableangel