you broke me

something inside of me i had to get out

Im over it

The fake feelings

The fake I love yous

Everything I avoided myself from

Until I met you

 

You claim to love me

And yet abandon me every time your voice stops ringing in my ears

How dare you

How could you

 

All I wanted this whole time was to be fixed

And that’s what you did

You sewed up my stitching

And taped my holes shut

 

But as soon as you did I was reconstructed in glass

 

And you knocked me off the shelf

 

I was doing fine as deteriorated fabrics

With holes and missing buttons

And I allowed you to reconstruct me with glass

And now I don’t think I’ll ever be solid again

 

I thought I was broken before

I mistook my insecurities for black holes

When this whole time they were nothing but stains

But now I am the black hole

The super nova of darkness

Collapsing in on myself

 

You broke me.

And the permanent damage to my heart cannot be replaced 

Reviews

[Dr. YumnaKay]

Yes, lost love does do that to people often. Nice perspective used here.