1A Chapter by Dark Angel ~
I walked briskly in the hot Florida "spring-time" sun.
"Spring my a*s. Damn this oven they call a state." I mumbled. But as I wiped my eyes, I knew that it wasn't the weather I was mad at.
I was upset because my life had just been turned upside down. My boyfriend of two years, the man I had given everything to had decided that I wasn't good enough. So he dumped me.
As I walked, I stumbled over my own feet and fell forward, catching myself on my hands and knees. I didn't feel like moving- I wanted to wallow in my self pity- so I just sat there. It's not like anyone was going to use this road- I lived in the middle of nowhere. As I sat, his face flashed before my eyes. I shivered despite the heat and wondered what the hell I did wrong. Why did he not want me anymore?
"But Anthony..." I whispered.
"Don't say anything, Izzy. Nothing will change my mind." Anthony said quietly.
"But... Just last night, you said you loved me." Tears were in my eyes, but I wiped them away before he could see them.
He just shrugged. "You were a good f**k. And besides, I was drunk last night, wasn't I?" His gray eyes held no pity for me.
"So that's it?" I asked "That's all I was to you for the past two years? A good f**k?"
"Not at first. But it's what you've become."
I paused for a moment, trying to process what had just happened, what had been said, before walking out the front door. "I hope you burn in hell, Anthony." I muttered.
And so here I am. Crying on the side of the road for someone who never cared for me in the first place.
But I cared for him, and that made it so much worse.
My sobbing turned into hyperventilation. Perfect. Just what I need. A panic attack.
I struggled for my breath, but to no avail. So obviously, to make my day so much better than it was, I blacked out.
© 2011 Dark Angel ~
Added on May 30, 2011
Last Updated on June 1, 2011
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