Brave

I'm in this box I made it you know...to keep you away 
I'm not going to act my age you haven't been a man
I'll be cold and cantankerous forever how long

I don't wanna be the one to turn and walk away
So I guess I'm brave now, some kind of strong, some kind of thick skined freak

 

I'm not them and she is not such as they

Mysterious, beautiful, and damaged
So you found a girl that think really deep thoughts, what's so amazing about really deep thoughs?

 

I'm not there how do you feel?

I can't care, you feel nothing, you regret nothing

I'll stay away forever how long it takes, changing is slow, you still don't get it

I long for your voice to make me feel alive
I often dream of your body when it was next to mine

The complete emptiness of your kiss
How I wanted you then

 

I'm not there I don't know how to be
I don't understand your pain
I can't see your dreams
I can't care for those things
 

It has to begain and end with me
It has to be about my story
My pain and suffering

My dream, my glory

 

I'll be the one to walk away
Your not brave
Yet a man today