Confessions of a Bipolar Broken Heart Pt 1 and Pt 2

i'm angry and sad and in love. Bipolarity sucks. Red is the angry of me. Blue is the honest to God truth, no spite intended.

Pt 1

Haha

Oh my

Where do I begin

Let’s see

Ummm

I was right

I’m always right

Just like I’ll probably be right again

But that doesn’t change anything

And why should it

Love’s love right

Love is

Amazing

Stupid

And

Painful

Well me

At this point

Yeah it hurts

To be left for someone

He loved more

Someone that hurt him before

Someone that is his worst enemy if he’s not with her

Someone who tells me how horrible he is

 

I tried everything

I did everything

Still wasn’t enough

Why am I not surprised

It’s never enough

Never will be enough

 

But the worst thing is

I know it won’t work

I know you chose wrong

And it’s not because I want it to be me

But I just know

And I hope to God I’m wrong

But I see pain in your future

And I don’t see you being happy

It’s gonna crumble

It’s gonna burn like hell

And there’s nothing I can do

 

So do what you have to

And I hope you are happy

I really do

Because in my heart

I know

I was the girl for you

 

Pt 2

 

It’s supposed to be me

The girl who hasn’t hurt you

The girl who didn’t drag your heart through the dirt

The girl who didn’t say one thing and do another

I was the girl

Who fought you

Who was honest with you

Who fell in love with you

Faster than I thought even possible

The girl that would marry you

The girl that would have your baby

Even though everyone would say it was too soon

But they can say what they want

They all can tell me

Whatever they want

But in my heart

In my deepest of all feelings

You were the one

You are the one

And til the day

You put that wedding band on her finger

I know you were meant to be mine

And you’ll know it too

But for now, there’s nothing I can do.

The one who has to realize that is you.

 

Reviews

[Mockingbird]

conveys hurt and despair of someone whose heart got broken. excellent job.

[Alpris]

Simple, yet effective.
I like your style :)