In my dreams.A Poem by johnnyqueer
All will be lost whether I choose to focus or not,
Scrutiny only brings forth malignant particles...
I'll just blink and pretend that I don't notice.
Playing pretend can't possibly hurt me,
At least not as much as reality will.
I'm slowly losing my motive to wake up,
In my dreams everything works out alright.
My pillow offers a certain safety at night,
When I ponder why I'm still very alone.
I'm shivering despite my own warmth.
I can't help but hope for some change,
A hand to hold mine at the end of the day.
An intricate bond between two souls,
A promise to stay together sealed with gold.
I'd really love to be loved again.
© 2012 johnnyqueer
Added on March 29, 2012
Last Updated on March 29, 2012
AboutHello, I'm JohnnyQueer. I'm exactly like you, but completely different. My name pretty much says it all, I'm very strange, and very gay. I draw my inspiration from the grey areas of life, sometime.. more..